Now, here is the really important part ... nothing, absolutely nothing, is constituted either wholly or partly by, or is dependent upon, nor can it be defined or explained by reference to, the relation(s) it has to other things. For that reason the Biblical statement ‘God is love’ [cf 1 Jn 4:8] is logically untenable as a definition of God. Thus, Anderson firmly repudiated the so-called ‘doctrine of intrinsic relations’ (or fallacy of constitutive relations), which treats relations as if they were terms, and which says that everything is intrinsically related to everything else or, at the very least, is constituted by its relations to everything else.
So, when it comes to the practice of mindfulness, we see that it is a relation involving the following three entities:
* first, the person who is mindfully
aware of what is occurring from moment to moment,
* second, the thing or things
of which the person is mindfully aware from one moment to the next, each
such thing being an occurrence in space and time, and
* third, the act, or rather process, of being
mindfully aware from one moment to the next, which includes the
ever-so-important acts of mindfully remembering what is present, mindfully remembering from moment to moment to stay present in the
action of the present moment from moment to moment, and mindfully remembering
in the present moment what has already happened.
Three separate and distinct things---each one of which is a fact---and
none of which is constituted by its relations to any of the others
nor dependent on any of the others. Such is the nature of reality, according to
John Anderson, and such is the nature of the practice of mindfulness which is simply
the practice of being fully present in the present moment from
one moment to the next.
Well, that much at least is fine---not that I expect
all people to agree with that way of looking at reality---but I have come to
see that, when it comes to cognitive processes, the situation is even more
complicated than what I have set out above. You see, there is the person who observes, as well as the
other two entities referred to above, but there is invariably something else as
well, namely, the presence of a purported entity sometimes referred to as the
‘observing self’ that is regularly at work in our mind. Not only do we observe
but we are aware of a ‘self’ in us that is busily … yes, observing. But there’s more. We are self-conscious beings, and not only is there this ‘observing self’
in our mind---along with many other mind-invented selves---there is also an
‘observed self,’ in that the observing self (a subject) is able to ‘split,’ so
to speak, and become an ‘observed self’ (an object). So, we have the ‘I’
subject and the ‘I’ object. The latter is arguably a self-knowing ‘I’ subject,
but there is considerable disputation among philosophers and psychologists
about that matter. As I see it, the whole thing is a matter of
consciousness---a constant stream of consciousness or thought (bhavanga-sota, in Buddhism). All these ‘selves’ are generated
by the process of thinking itself. They are nothing but thoughts that ‘harden,’
so to speak,’ into selves of various kinds. No one of these selves is more real
or permanent than any others. In fact, none
of them is the real ‘I.’
Of course, as I’ve pointed out on so many occasions, this
‘observing self,’ along with all other such selves (eg ‘transcendental self,’ ‘immanent
self,’ ‘analytical self,’ ‘judging self,’ etc), has no separate, discrete, or
independent existence apart from the person
each one of us is. In that sense the ‘observing self’ is false and illusory.
The problem is that most of us are acutely aware of its presence and ongoing
activities in our mind.
The French existentialist philosopher,
novelist, and playwright Jean-Paul Sartre [pictured right] wrote about another
interesting phenomenon, and it is this. The very presence, and even the potential
presence, of other people tends to result in our seeing ourselves (that is, the
actual persons that we are) as mere objects in other people’s consciousness.
This is not the same thing as the ‘observed self’ referred to above---that is,
where a person is aware of himself or herself thought of as an
object. No, this is said to be a phenomenon in the world. In other words, we see ourselves
as observer---further complicated and amplified by that pesky invention of a thing
called the ‘observing self’---and as someone actually observed by others, and not merely as an object external
to ourselves, the latter being an object which, as Sartre pointed out, exists
as ‘in-itself.’ Sartre sees the latter---the object ‘in-itself, that is---as
existing in both an independent and non-relational way. I prefer the
Andersonian view of situationality, namely, that all things exist in situations, that is, in relationship with other things. Independent, yes.
Non-relational, no.
Anyway,
when it comes to our seeing ourselves as someone who is actually observed by others, some say that what we are talking
about is another damn
self which, like all other selves, is created in and by our mind or
consciousness---some sort of ‘self-conscious observed self’ once (or is it
twice?) removed. I think the phenomenon is just another manifestation of our seemingly
inherent and intractable self-consciousness and, in particular, the
self-knowingness of the self coupled with the mind’s ability to generate and
project countless numbers of self-aware selves including ‘selves upon selves,’
so to speak, ad infinitum. Anyway,
whatever it be, it is something that, in Sartre’s ontology, exists as
‘for-itself’ as it is always in relation
to something else. Personally, I don’t find that distinction or classification
helpful. As I see it, the self that observes is in truth the exact same self
that is observed. Ditto all other selves.
The nature of self is to be conscious of itself. All consciousness in a sense is self-consciousness, for it is the nature of consciousness to 'see' itself. Life is consciousness in a very fundamental sense (cf the findings of quantum physics), although I reject Sartre's assertion that things-in-themselves exist only as objectivized by consciousness. Life, as I see it, consists of living things living out their livingness (actually, self-livingness) from one moment to the next, so it necessarily follows that life---that is, consciousness or be-ing-ness---is a state or rather process of self-knowingness, that is, a more-or-less constant stream of thought and consciousness, the latter consisting of observations about and reflections upon the self (or selves, to be more exact) as well as awareness of other people and the world around us, but even the latter is ‘editorialized,’ so to speak, in terms of what it external events supposedly mean for us. Everything gets filtered through, and distorted by, our collection of internally generated selves, or at least through the most dominant of them.
The nature of self is to be conscious of itself. All consciousness in a sense is self-consciousness, for it is the nature of consciousness to 'see' itself. Life is consciousness in a very fundamental sense (cf the findings of quantum physics), although I reject Sartre's assertion that things-in-themselves exist only as objectivized by consciousness. Life, as I see it, consists of living things living out their livingness (actually, self-livingness) from one moment to the next, so it necessarily follows that life---that is, consciousness or be-ing-ness---is a state or rather process of self-knowingness, that is, a more-or-less constant stream of thought and consciousness, the latter consisting of observations about and reflections upon the self (or selves, to be more exact) as well as awareness of other people and the world around us, but even the latter is ‘editorialized,’ so to speak, in terms of what it external events supposedly mean for us. Everything gets filtered through, and distorted by, our collection of internally generated selves, or at least through the most dominant of them.
Now, the phenomenon of our seeing
ourselves (that is, the actual persons
that we are) as mere objects in other
people’s consciousness is known in existentialist circles as ‘the Look.’ It is
an ontological problem of no mean importance, and it tends to result in the
formation of a number of interesting psychological phenomena such as an almost
schizoid self-consciousness, acute or generalized anxiety, and, yes, a certain existential
angst (especially when you start to ponder upon this whole damn thing). In his
famous existentialist play No Exit (Huis Clos) Sartre has one of the three
deceased characters in Hell, the lesbian Inèz, taunt Garcin, one of the others, declaring that she
is nothing but the look that sees him---‘a mere breath on the air, a gaze
observing you, a formless thought that thinks you.’
So, in Sartre’s ontology, which I don’t totally
accept, each one of us is nothing but the look or gaze that sees the other.’ But,
whatever we are, we are terribly self-conscious of being both the observer and the
observed. Oh, the existential angst of it all! Can the observed self escape the
eye of its own observer? Is there no escape, no exit, from all this? Death,
perhaps? Well, not even death, according to Sartre. Read Huis Clos. There's an even greater existential problem---the inherent instability and essentially illusory nature of the self, together with the elusiveness of the human personality itself, over time. If you doubt the truth of that, read or watch the absurdist play Krapp's Last Tape by Samuel Beckett. As the failed writer Krapp listens to a 30-year-old tape recording of his own voice, a self at one moment in time is confronted with the self (or at least one of the selves) of 30 years earlier. The two selves are totally different and completely unknown, even unintelligible, to each other, so to speak. It all seems so depressing, so futile, and so hopeless. Indeed, in a very real and profound sense, it is.
The good news, as I see it, is that it is indeed
impossible for there to be, at the psychological level, observation without the
annoying, interfering presence and consciousness (including self-consciousness)
of both the observing self and the observed self, not to mention that ‘self-conscious
observed self’ phenomenon discussed above The Indian spiritual philosopher and anti-guru J. Krishnamurti [pictured below right] wrote:
When you look at a flower, when you just see it, at that
moment is there an entity who sees? Or is there only seeing? Seeing the flower
makes you say [i.e. think], ‘How nice it is! I want it.’ So the ‘I’ comes into
being through desire, fear, ambition [all thought], which follow in the wake of
seeing. It is these that create the ‘I’ and the ‘I’ is non-existent without
them.
Now,
Krishnamurti did indeed expressly acknowledge on several occasions that there
certainly is an entity, in a physical
sense, who observes---namely, the person who observes. However, what
Krishnamurti strongly disputed was the idea that there was, at the psychological level, a separate,
independent, permanent, stand-alone entity called the ‘observing [or witnessing, or perceiving] self’ … or any of the other ‘selves’ for that
matter. Yes, we do indeed tend to operate as if there was such an entity, and
to a very large extent our misbelief in the separate and independent existence
of such an entity only helps to bring it into psychological being and keep it
alive. Worse, as Sartre pointed out, we also tend to perpetually see ourselves
as an actual object in other people’s
consciousness.
True
meditation, said Krishnamurti, is:
… the understanding of the whole activity of thought which brings into
being the ‘me’, the self, the ego, as a fact. Then thought tries to understand
the image which it has created, as though that self were something permanent.
This self again divides itself into the higher and the lower and this division
in turn brings conflict, misery and confusion. The knowing of the self is one
thing and the understanding of how the self comes into being, is another. One presupposes the
existence of the self as a permanent entity.
Krishnamurti
went on to say that ‘if you consider the self a permanent entity, you are
studying a self which is non-existent, for it is merely a bundle of memories,
words and experiences.’ True meditation---Krishnamurti didn’t use the word
‘mindfulness’ but that it what he was talking about---is ‘to see the movement
of every thought, to understand it, to be aware of it, is to come to that
silence which is meditation, in which the “observer” never is.’
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In
truth, there is at the ontological level only you (that is, the person who you are), the person or other
object observed, and a state of observation in your mind. Ideally, when you are
mindfully ‘at one’ with the person or object observed, the observer and the
observed become one, so to speak, and there then is at the psychological level nothing but pure observation and
choiceless awareness of ‘what is.’ In true meditation, or mindfulness, the
so-called ‘observing self,’ along with all other selves including the so-called
‘transcendental
self,’ ‘analytical self,’ ‘judging self,’ and ‘observed self,’ disappears from
consciousness. So, as Krishnamurti says, when you truly look---that is, just
look and not judge, compare, analyze, interpret, name, etc---at a flower,
you just see the flower, and at that moment---please note those
words, ‘at that moment’--- there is no psychological entity that sees. Nor,
for that matter, is there then any sense or consciousness of our seeing ourselves (that is, the
actual persons that we are) as objects in other people’s consciousness.
Now, if we can but extent this choiceless and seamless seeing
from one moment in time to the next, and then on to the next, and so on, there
will then be nothing but observation.
We will come to see things as they really
are---in many cases, for the very first time. In time, we will become so
engrossed in what we are doing that we will cease seeing ourselves (that is, the
actual persons that we are) as objects
in our own minds as well as objects in other people’s consciousness.
Gone will be the so-called ‘observing self,’ the
‘observed self,’ and the so-called ‘self-conscious observed self.’
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