‘The only Zen you
find on tops of mountains
is the Zen you
bring there.’ Robert M Pirsig.
We all want to live life more fully. We are told constantly that we must live in the moment, that is, in the eternal now. However, all too often we live either in the past or in the not-as-yet future. At one moment in time we can be living ‘in the moment,’ so to speak, and then ... wham ... within less than a nanosecond we are either back in the past or we have projected our consciousness into an imaginary future. Is that not the case? And before we even realize it, we have lost all direct and immediate contact with the action of the present moment.
The last few days I have
been re-reading, for the umpteenth time, a book which was one of the monumental
bestsellers of the 1970s. The book is Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert M Pirsig [pictured right]. I well remember when I first read
this book. At the time I was aged 19 or 20 and was an arts/law student at the
University of Sydney. The 1970s were a good time to be alive.
As for Pirsig’s book, which combines some thinly veiled autobiography,
fiction and philosophy, I must admit that I did not understand it at all. I am
not sure I do today. However, I enjoyed, as I still do, the author’s freeform romp
through Eastern and Western philosophy and religion. The book details the
search for the meaning and concept of ‘Quality,’ whatever that
may be, and we get a review of the ‘classical’ and ‘romantic’ approaches to
life. The classical approach is objective and rational, ordered and methodical.
It seeks to explain. The romantic approach can be found in such things as Zen
and the ever-popular idea of ‘living in the moment.’ It seeks to know and
understand in a supra-rational, direct, immediate and intuitive way. The author
seeks to arrive at a synthesis of these two approaches. Read the book and
decide for yourself whether the author has succeeded in his aim.
Upon re-reading the book I found many felicitous phrases as well as a
great deal of insight into life. Here are some lines from chapter 20 that I
think are extremely relevant to the subject of mindfulness:
The past
exists only in our memories, the future only in our plans. The present is our
only reality. The tree that you are aware of intellectually, because of that
small time lag, is always in the past and therefore is always unreal. Any
intellectually conceived object is always in the past and therefore unreal.
Reality is always the moment of vision before the intellectualization takes
place. There is no other reality. ...
Did you get that? The present is our only reality. However,
as soon as---that means the very nanosecond---we start analysing or in any way
thinking intellectually about the action of the present moment, that of which
we were just aware ‘becomes,’ so to speak, the past---and we ourselves are now
in the past. Reality has moved on. It always does, you know. Unceasingly.
Remorselessly. However, Pirsig makes the point that the ‘past’ to which we have
retreated is an ‘unreal’ one. What does he mean by that? Well, I think he is
saying that the ‘past’ to which we have retreated is not one that actually
occurred in spacetime. It is ‘past’ in the sense that it is not ‘in synch’ with
what is otherwise the action of the ever-present moment. Things have moved on
but we are locked into some prior, but now gone, momentary experience of life.
The same phenomenon occurs when, upon experiencing some experience of the
moment, we project our consciousness---in particular, our imagination---into the
supposed but actually non-existent future.
Don’t let reality die on you. Don’t experience it
as a past event.
Let your mind penetrate sensation, not by anticipating it.
No, that is not the way to go. Nor should you
constantly reflect upon or evaluate sensations as they arise and vanish. That
is also not the way to go.
Let each sensation arise and vanish of its own accord. Watch
it closely, without analysis, judgment, evaluation or condemnation---indeed,
watch it, without thinking any thought
associated or connected with the sensation. Otherwise, you will instantly lose the immediacy, directness and actuality of the experience.
Now, at the risk of stating the obvious, there are
many occasions when we must intellectualize and seek to solve problems in a
rational and analytical manner. Indeed, that is, in my view, the only respectable
way to solve problems pertaining to such matters as one’s finances, career,
property, and even relationships. However, in the moment-to-moment and
in-the-moment experience of the content
of the action of the flow of life as it unfolds from one moment to the next, there needs to be a directness
and immediately of our experience lest we find ourselves either in the past or
in the future.
Shakyamuni Buddha advised
us to observe and watch closely---that is, mindfully---whatever
is occurring in time and space in the here-and-now, in the moment, from one
moment to the next. Not only watch,
but the Buddha went on to say, ‘and firmly and steadily pierce it.’ Pierce the reality of each here-and-now
moment-to-moment experience. And do so firmly and steadily. Only then can you truly say you are alive and no
longer living in the past.
‘Reality is always the moment of vision before the
intellectualization takes place,’ writes Pirsig. ‘There is no other reality.
One more thing. Reality---that is, life and truth---is to be found everywhere. You need not go to some mountaintop or ashram to find it. And you don't need a guru or swami. All you have to do is---live mindfully from one moment to the next.
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